Lead up to my birthday

So its only a few days until i turn 16, still a virgin, smoked, drank, but my worst regret? Pushing everyone out of my life, i mean, whats to show for these 16 years I've been alive? I just hope things start to get better. I hope. And you can hope with me, be patient abi x x x 

Ps, this is what my own sister thinks of me

Complicated.

So my first post..i decided to create this as a way of expressing my opinion without causing any drama,maybe it will help, maybe it wont but be warned I'll be great entertainment.
Best way to describe my life so far? Complicated.

The crazy trains about to leave the station,i hope you're prepared for this. 

Be patient, abi x x x